Thursday, October 8, 2009

A personal note

I have been debating writing this. The hubby and I decided to try to get pregnant. I went off the pill and have spent all month dealing with the cystic acne I thought was long past me(I mean enough already I'm 33!) and last night my wonderful husband ran to the store to find a pregnancy test and Gatorade in case I couldn't pee. All for naught a minus sign, and another period(I have never liked my period anyways but now I hate it) I know we haven't been trying long and I know others have harder times and more difficulty than us but I'm still disappointed and a little depressed. I had promised myself if I wasn't pg I would order the jeans I have been covering from the Loft. One more day of wallowing over sone great tv and junk food


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6 comments:

Megan said...

Good luck on the TTC journey :) Enjoy it.

etta said...

Good luck!!!

Kate said...

I hope your TTC journey goes smoother than mine has. I went off birth control earlier this year and expected to get pregnant right away. Then I ran into all kinds of complications.

I know it sounds silly, but you're a step ahead of a lot of women since you're having regular periods. It's just a matter of time before you get pregnant... hang in there!

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habecker said...

you are not alone.

something that i keep in mind every month is, every cycle comes with a 25% of conceiving. not the best odds.

it truly is a miracle anyone conceives.

also, you mentioned having gone off the pill earlier this year- from what i have learned and read over the years, 'the pill' isn't gone once you stop taking it. it is said that it takes a year of not taking it for it to be completely out of your system. so you may still be dealing with some 'pill' effects right now.